Its been too long..

Depression is annoying. Here I am anyways.

I'm studying chapters 3-4 of 1 Corinthians tonight.

• 3:12-15 - We don't have to do good things to go to heaven. Even if we only put effort into worldly things, we can still go to heaven. But what fun is that? Build something, get a promotion, ect, things like that will make you happy only for a little bit. However, if you do something for God, like lead someone to Him, you will be eternally happy about it.

There 2 big picture things that I think God wants me to do. The first is to make a RPG like game unlike any other. I haven't completely figured out the part of how it will lead people to God, but I'm thinking of having it full of allegories. Over the years, I have gone back and forth on whether or not this is something that God wanted me to do. I believe it is something that he does want me to do. It has been on my mind for probably close to 10 years now.
I will need the help of other people for the game. I have no artistic abilities, so me creating graphics would probably hurt everyone's eyes :) However, I don't feel that God wants me to go full force in making this game right now. He just wants me to work on planing it all out.
Just imagine, there are some 6 million subscribers to World of Warcraft. Think what would happen if this game had that many players.

The other thing I am thinking that God wants me to make is a webpage for Christians to share and encourage each other. It would be a good way to learn from each other. There would be a prayer requests part. There is also going to be a part where we can share recipes for yummy food.

(I'm going to do some dishes continue to think about that I've read tonight.)

Well, thats all for tonight.